Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Morning Report


When Sunday brings this
To my skin, to these walls
I know what I missed

One second, one look
I passed it by, went her way
Of all my mistakes

What I didn't know
The story, the tilling land
The sound in the room

Is what brings Sunday
The tug of her memory 
Next time I'll be there

Saturday, November 24, 2012

23

Angel Guardian
On my desk, the tin cross
I'm clean once again

And the TV flick
The hum of this empty room
I chew on these pills

Just one more, just two
For those things I never knew
I rethink the day

Claim the load, the blame
The long gone and dusty name
I love you, I do

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Piles


And those backyard poems
Buried like crickets and girls
Make the dirt my home

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Dust



I came here with the dust
With the soon-to-be gambler,
the dancer
The married couple 
on their last stand

I made it crawling 
through cactus thorns
Old girlfriends
and dead scorpions

I ordered a beer
and then another
I heard cards smack
and coins drop
I heard good things,
Devil speak
I turned around: there she was

I came here to kiss 
those pink lights
Snapping out a cheap 
magnified dream

Women
Song
Whiskey
The voices said

So, I tried all three
Had a smoke
Stumbled home and fell asleep

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

The Rifleman


They said he came 
out of smoke
Two-syllable name
Wicked eye

A myth
A manchild
Gnashed teeth
A rifle

Rumbled the hillside
Took its town,
its stones
Shot it down
Burned it down

He knew the Devil
Smelled like fire
He died in the desert
Ate up by a pack of dogs

That’s what I heard
He was Mexican
Son of sad Ranchero
Was seen on a bus leaving town 
with a white woman

A manchild
Gnashed teeth
A pile of dead birds 
and songs at his feet

The Rifleman

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Disappeared


"Has anybody seen Paul?" Michael asked. "I know he likes to take off for a couple of days here and there, but it's been like four days. I'm getting worried."

"Don't worry," the mother said. "You guys are that age. You leave. You find girlfriends. Jobs. Other places to live. It happened to me. Happens to everyone."

"I know. Everyone just seems to be leaving all at once. Andy's gone. Laura's gone. Michelle's gone. I heard she was working that two story on Peach Street. Must be a lot going on over there."

"I really like David's girlfriend," the mother said, changing the subject, knowing what she knew. "I'm so glad she moved in. She likes to bake. I like that. She made chocolate cake the other day. Did you get a chance to try it? I'm not a big fan of chocolate cake, but I'll take it. I love her peanut butter cookies."

They sat in silence for a while before Michael excused himself.

"Be careful out there," the mother said. "Keep your eyes peeled."

"I know," he said, tired of hearing her going on and on about keeping his eyes peeled, to not let his emotions get the best of him, to think.

Michael made the usual rounds. Didn't find too much but came home satisfied. He found his spot and fell asleep. He dreamt of Paul. He didn't look well. His eyes were dull, his shoulders slumped. His neck couldn't hold his head which kept rolling around. 

"Time will tell," he told Michael and disappeared in smoke.

That night Michael watched the girlfriend eating a sandwich. She was haunting. Pale white skin. Jet-black eyes. She made a phone call.

"Oh, I'm taking care of the fucking problem," she said, her black eyes scanning the kitchen. "It's disgusting."

David walked into the kitchen. He sat down and lit a cigarette. He looked at the base of the refrigerator where he set one up. 

"I moved some of them around, " he said. "Put one behind the hutch. One by the sliding door. Who knows where they're coming in from."
They turned off the kitchen light and Michael darted from his hiding spot. He went to the trashcan. Zipped under the pantry door and shit in his regular spot. He went to the bathroom down the hall. On his way back to the kitchen something caught his nose. It overwhelmed him. He took a few quick steps in its direction but stopped and thought for a moment, his nose nervously bobbing in the air. But the scent was too much and overpowered the warning and his nose lead him to the refrigerator. He licked the top of the peanut butter. Snap. He couldn't see. He didn't know what was happening. Something heavy was crushing his neck. He tried to pull himself out, his feet frantically scrapping against the wood and tile. He stopped to catch his breath. The air swirled with panic. He tried one last time, his neck finally giving in. 

"There goes another one," Michael told Shannon after hearing the trap close. "Another dead mouse."




Saturday, May 5, 2012

(untitled)



And now I’m here by smile
The day is warm
And how it feels so good

Her traffic passed me by
I’m driving through
And now if feels so right

Bye my lady, come again your home
Will be your leaving
Dam the river, praise the day
I hope I’ll be forgiven

The running had me blind
The bottled room
If I could sleep awhile

The patience of the land
Where I will bloom
I’m coming back for good

Hold me baby, welcome to your home
We won’t be leaving
Sing the river, praise the day
We are now forgiven